Personal Stories About Muktananda & Chidvilasanada
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2021 to the present
We weren’t going to grow as people.
The teachings were a thought-stopping cliché.
Imagine being told this is for your own good.
Glimpses of the dark underbelly did not shake my faith.
In 1978, I became acquainted with Siddha Yoga in France.
2011 to 2020
I was sexually abused by Muktananda from the age of 16.
Worshiping Gurumayi turned my mother into a fanatic.
Was I hurt by Siddha Yoga? Terribly.
Muktananda’s sexual abuse impacted our marriage.
Why so much corruption, greed, power-tripping, and secret lustful relations?
2001 to 2010
I am one of the girls that Baba had sex with.
My introduction to Siddha Yoga and GSP.
I started seeing incongruence from the beginning.
Too many things didn’t add up.
SY reminds me of a dysfunctional family.
1999
I was told all the sordid details of Muktananda’s long-time sexcapades.
I have allowed myself to start listening to myself.
I do feel spiritually betrayed.
1997
I couldn’t compromise my own truth.
Listen to your inner wisdom and not to Siddha Yoga propaganda.
You MUST question, you MUST test.
The farce formerly known as Siddha Yoga.
How did I extricate myself from this sick scene?
I am so sorry I did not do anything.
1996
Part of me was keenly aware of the “dark” side of the ashram.
Good God, what was I involved in?
The so-called exalted state of gurus is all illusion.
It was difficult for any of us to leave the ashram.
A new Truth that let me out of a very narrow box.
I loved the person I thought Gurumayi was.